Here’s to letting go
As I’ve said before, my body is changing. There’s been this incredible domino effect that’s been rippling through my life because of those first few steps I took. I’m naturally kind of an angry person.. More likely to see the good than the bad, most likely I have a negative attitude the things going on around me.
There were people in my life that I refused to forgive, because in my mind they had hurt me so badly that the emotional scar was just incredible. It never hurt that I’m REALLY good about salting my own wounds.
For some reason, I never really put two and two together: the sooner I let it go and forgave those people, the sooner I could get it out of my head and the sooner I could get on with my life. I don’t want to be bitter anymore, I don’t want to harbor so much anger inside of me. I want to live my life free of drama and bullshit.
Now I have a husband and soon to be a brand new life. Why should I waste that?
